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I've to say that i'm a little scare of school. It has been so long since i had a test or an exam. Sometimes i feel silly but then again, i still know the answer to what's 1+1. I can't be that stupid now can i?
I guess what's pressuring me really is that my mum paid a whole lot of money for my classes. Now we don't have a whole lot of money. But somehow she managed to squeeze something out. It makes me wanna make her proud. To say, "Look mum, i've got an A+ for school" with a wide grin on my face like the primary school kid i was last year. Btw, i'm twenty.
The night classes are killing me. After a long day's work, you enter a class with a boring lecturer. What do you do? Let me remind you how mentally straining my work is. A nagging supervisor and a lazy colleague. Did i mention my pay? I've to take alot out of me just to practice submission. AND YOU GO TO CLASS WITH A BORING LECTURER!!! Sorry, my caps lock was on.
Well, but that that doesn't kill us, will only make us stronger. Pray for me. Pray that it literally kills me.
Lol! I'm just kidding. Now now, don't think i'm suicidal. I believe that 1+1 can make me a great man! Just you wait and see. But for now, i need to work on my assignment. Anyone wants to accompany me?
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.:I blogged on 3:51 PM:.
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I'm back. Ready to take on the world again.
Are you for me? or are you against me?
I'm going to lead and that's where i think or rather know i will be
Are you going to come along side? Follow my lead or take things the way you want it to be.
God's has called me here, and i'll be here till i'm called else where. Until then, like it or not ;) It's my face you will see.
Are you for me? or against me?
World Domination!
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.:I blogged on 8:39 AM:.
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There's so much to do, but time forbids us from completing all. So we've got to choose.
Choices. It's hard sometimes don't you think?
Thoughts. Why can't i stop. I need to sleep.
Sleep. A waste of time but a necessity.
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A nice lady said that the spirit of DOC is changing for the better. I can't agree more. I've to say, i'm impress with where these guys and girls are going. But let us remain humble for it's the humble people that will be exalted and the proud, ridiculed. Besides, i believe a hugh part of where we're at now is God's doing. Because He has done His best, we now have to do ours.
"Am i still serving people?" is the question i ask myself daily. I quote John Maxwell. " The best leaders are those who serve." Are you as a leader serving? or are you being served? I like the way church works. The world's hierarchy is in the shape of a triangle, where the leader sits on the top and everyone's working to support that one head. But the church's hierarchy is in the shape of a diamond (Upside-down triangle). The leader's position is found at the lowest tip of the diamond, where he/she supports everyone that he/she is leading.
Can you picture it? Call me if you can't, i will gladly explain to you.
Why am i saying all this? Well, 2 things. One, is so that you can check on yourselves. Are you serving your people? or are you being served. And the other, so that you can check on me. I don't want pride to take the best of me. Am i serving you as a leader, or am i wanting to be served by you?
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