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If it's not possible to make everybody happy
then what will you choose?
Self gain? or self pity?
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I asked a friend if he believe it's true
he said, "i don't think it's true, neither is it false."
what does that mean? Does it add up to anything?
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If the grass is always greener on the other side,
why don't we try our hardest to stay contented with our side
Btw, i think the show batman is cool
Go watch it if you have not
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.:I blogged on 1:55 PM:.
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Just wondering
Why do people pour out their feelings in blogs like this?
Is it because we want to be heard yet too afraid to speak?
or really is there no one we can talk to but to confide to the virtual world
or maybe it's because we want to let the the whole world in to our lives (after all, that's what the internet is for right. Global connection)
Anyway, it's just a thought.
Life for me now is like a ritual. A cycle revolving around work, home, church. It's getting a little stale and that's not the way it should be. Come to think about it, i'm only a year away from adulthood. Come to think about it again, it's giving me an uncanny feeling.
"With greater power comes greater responsibility"
I look back on my life. It's saddening that i've achieved little or maybe not at all. However i am proud of one thing and for now, it's the closest thing to my heart.
The people in DOC.
It excites me and really i am proud that everyone has grown so much both physically and spritually. I mean Josiah can probably squeeze my guts out. I see the ladies turning from girls to young women and the guys from "eeeeE girls yucks!" to fine young gentlemen. It's amazing! and i thank God for them. Well, it has only been 3-4 years but in this time, i've learnt alot from them. Patience, long suffering, erm patience, long suffering. haha! Nah, people say that we need to teach the younger generations the way of life. I say that's all good but really, we need to learn from them as well. There are things that big slobs like us just don't understand... (i sound old here)
And then there are the leaders and helpers that make DOC happen. I mean who stays in meetings for 4-6 hrs just listening to Dixon speak. It's a one way ticket to insanity. Who bites on their pride just to let Dixon gets his way sometimes. Who listens to Dixon whine about nothing at all. Who makes sure everything is going in order when Dixon messes up. Who submits to authority like Dixon!? They do. And everytime i think about it in my little room made up of egg shells, i tear because God have blessed me so much! It's amazing...it's amazing
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.:I blogged on 10:31 AM:.
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I need a band. One that makes good music and one that gels well.
I need to specialise in something.
I need money
I need you
Won't you help me please?
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.:I blogged on 3:16 PM:.
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