::Tonight, i'm thinking about the inequities in my life. And i've come to a realisation that all when compared to the world's are invalid. My "sufferings" are considered blessings to many around the world.

However, can i accept the fact that i'm really blessed and pretend that i'm not sad? Not quite. I don't think it's right. So what do I?

I can't be bothered to think 3 am in the morning

I'm just going to hold on to psalms 16:8-11 for now.
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.:I blogged on 2:35 AM:.
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::It's been a long while....

Well, blame it on the government. For those who don't know, i'm now serving my NS as a police trainee. Well, compared to the army, it's really slack....but compared to a civilian, it's hell! And for those who don't know what hell is, Tried N True (TNT) is on every saturday at 5.30 up Mount Sophia for now. There you will taught everything from heaven to hell, life and death, love and hate.

Anyway, i think life now is alright. I don't really like the police academy but i'm guessing that God has put me there for a reason. I just need to figure it out before i go bonkers. Maybe God wants me to receive the gift of long suffering... hmmmm...is that really it God?

To those who have been visiting my blog and were dissapointed everything you come, i'm really sorry. All i have to say now is, "Blame it on the government."
I will try, but i doubt it, to write something every friday when i book out of camp. Till then, keep me in your prayers for those who pray and those who don't, you should consider starting =)
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.:I blogged on 1:50 AM:.
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