::She's killing me

My nights and days are torn apart just thinking about her. So much to do for her this coming month. Will she appreciate my sweat and blood? Or will she take me for granted. I hate it when she puts up a front. I hate it even more that i'm totally clueless to her sophisticated mind.

I thought i had her, i thought wrong.

Now, i've to start all over again. Or maybe i should take the easy way out and walk away. RUN AWAY! Then again, can i really run away from what's always on my mind?

Can someone help me out? Join DOC and fight the battle together? ::

.:I blogged on 11:17 AM:.
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::I had a conversation with Bart Simpson. It went something like this

Bart: Hey man, you look blue...

Me: You look yellow.

Bart: I am yellow.

Me: That's right my asian bro!

Bart: No, but i'm caucasian.

Me: Oh.

Bart: You alright?

Me: How can i be all right when nobody is perfect?

Bart: You know what i mean...

Me: B-Art, like a second grade art?

Bart: NO! not what my name means but what i mean when i say what i said?

Me: Huh?

Bart: Goodness, you're driving me up the wall

Me: That's impossible based on 3 facts. Firstly, we're not in a car. Secondly, a car cannot be driven up a wall. Lastly, i haven't got my licence yet.

Bart: Dude, you know what? forget it...

Me: Forget what?

Bart: I can't be bothered...

Me: ?

Bart: ...

Me: Hey man, you look blue.

Bart: You look yellow...::

.:I blogged on 12:56 AM:.
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::The night brings about a certainty of loneliness.

Nights where my mind takes over, living a life of it's own, almost as if i had lost my body to it's manipulation. If only there's an on-off switch i can use to shut down my rebellious mind. But the truth is screaming it's head off, "there isn't."

The truth hurts but it will set you free. Brave words from a brave soul. However it's the actions that speaks louder then words. And now, it's almost as if i'm faced with insuperable odds, where i can't control my stubborn mind. Always bringing me back to the thoughts that i dread.

But enough said tonight. I will (hopefully remember) to write again tomorrow

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.:I blogged on 1:35 AM:.
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::I want to write a book

who's with me?

Here are my characters

Bob

yeah, that's it so far::

.:I blogged on 12:56 AM:.
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::i can hear my wall clock ticking away...

Yes, you guessed it... i've got super hearing. Got it one day when i was stucked at home with nothing to do. Inbetween 4 walls they say brings about magical powers

That's all i've got to say for now::

.:I blogged on 11:04 PM:.
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